Hey guys,
Due to the stuff that happened in one of my recent streams, I wanted to clear the air and post my thoughts and my sincere apology in a new thread so there are no hard feelings in the future. I don't usually have problems with people or anyone in the community (or any gaming/online community in the past) and those are not by any chance my intentions.
First of all, I'd like to apology to Tim and the entire chinese community, for raging in a game against him and making a really bad joke against him. I've tried reaching out to him so we could speak and apologize directly but had no luck yet. @Tim_
Second, I'd like to say sorry to Lobo, in the heat of the game, there were a lot of decision and moves he made that were really weird, which from my POV, looked a bit suspicious and considering the history of some top players of his country, I was wrong in inmediately calling him a cheater. I should know better but I was clearly having a bad day. I'd like to play him again in the future so there are no hard feelings.
I've already taken actions against my behavior to minimize the bad words and make my stream channel a better place.
Some hours ago, I had the unfortunate message that I was uninvited to an upcoming unannounced event for my sayings against Tim. I am really sad about this, because it feels like even If i did wrong, I am getting a bit overpunished. People that know me, know that even though I did some bad stuff, this has been an attack against me from people that don't like me and since I'm quite "new" in the community, I get punished big time.
I've done some research online and found out that some other pro players have been in this place before and even made bad jokes on stream and nothing happened (or maybe just a little bit of drama), but they didn't get uninvited from a tournament. There's a ton of stuff online and I don't want to give any names just so I don't involve them here which they have nothing to do.
So, my question to the community is, what type of community is the AoE community?
Do "new" people get punished for a mistake? There is no second chance?
These are my thoughts right now, and I'm really sorry for what has happened and what is happening.
Kind regards,
Capoch.
Due to the stuff that happened in one of my recent streams, I wanted to clear the air and post my thoughts and my sincere apology in a new thread so there are no hard feelings in the future. I don't usually have problems with people or anyone in the community (or any gaming/online community in the past) and those are not by any chance my intentions.
First of all, I'd like to apology to Tim and the entire chinese community, for raging in a game against him and making a really bad joke against him. I've tried reaching out to him so we could speak and apologize directly but had no luck yet. @Tim_
Second, I'd like to say sorry to Lobo, in the heat of the game, there were a lot of decision and moves he made that were really weird, which from my POV, looked a bit suspicious and considering the history of some top players of his country, I was wrong in inmediately calling him a cheater. I should know better but I was clearly having a bad day. I'd like to play him again in the future so there are no hard feelings.
I've already taken actions against my behavior to minimize the bad words and make my stream channel a better place.
Some hours ago, I had the unfortunate message that I was uninvited to an upcoming unannounced event for my sayings against Tim. I am really sad about this, because it feels like even If i did wrong, I am getting a bit overpunished. People that know me, know that even though I did some bad stuff, this has been an attack against me from people that don't like me and since I'm quite "new" in the community, I get punished big time.
I've done some research online and found out that some other pro players have been in this place before and even made bad jokes on stream and nothing happened (or maybe just a little bit of drama), but they didn't get uninvited from a tournament. There's a ton of stuff online and I don't want to give any names just so I don't involve them here which they have nothing to do.
So, my question to the community is, what type of community is the AoE community?
Do "new" people get punished for a mistake? There is no second chance?
These are my thoughts right now, and I'm really sorry for what has happened and what is happening.
Kind regards,
Capoch.
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