Translation of Emin's post (http://aoczone.net/viewtopic.php?f=68&t ... 80#p448337):
I wanted to share my last post about AoC here even though i ve been insulted a lot in this topic. First, i want to say that although most of the comments are negative here, i agree with Viper and few more that criticise me. Most of the negative comments are based on hatred and i tried my best to resist them. I didnt think twice about my desicions and that was the main factor that caused latest incidents. Everything we live gains us experience and I consider this as a bitter-sweet experience.
Second, i cannot express myself well because of my inadequacy in English and that caused misunderstandings and made things worse.
Long story short, i am dissapointed like all of you and i want express my ideas about the latest events. I will state the truths about my mistakes. False expressions wont help me after this point, but this wont stop people to come here and attack me to satisfy themselves.
Masters of Arabia 2v2:
I participated this tourney with Ertug, because i didnt have any friends/teammates on my level. I didnt have many foreign friends(except tw_cloud, who was retired at that time) due to my lack of English. My only option left was to participate with a Turkish teammate. I want to play at high level , that is like an obsession to me which caused my downfall as i will explain later in this post.
Anyway, the main reason why I teamed with Ertug is I never witness him cheating or crashing Voobly. These were like rumours to me. Also i coudnt fully understand the risk i took. I could never guess/imagine that it will cause so much damage to my personality in this forum. Believe it or not, i meant it when i told my regret in my previous posts.
NC II:
In NC II, none of the players are connected with Ertug(including myself) when we first formed our team. Since tourney took place on summer, 4 players(Dnzdalgic_, Sir_Usain_Bolt, Interdimension and GLX_Rusher) out of 7 were rather unavailable or unable to play. As remaining 3 players(me, jugband and Archer_o), we have to decide between two options. First is to resign from tourney since we are only 3 and we cant play or 4v4 games. We practised hard for 3 months and all of us sacrificed some other things for this tourney, so at that point we just coudnt resingn. Second option is to add one more Turkish player and finish the tourney(of course its smurfing and violates the rules). After a long discussion, AS A TEAM, we decided to choose second. It was not just my own desicion, jugband and Archer_o agreed on that too. I want to express another fact here, before we let Ertug join us, I consulted Taff about this and asked for his approval. Of course he rejected it since himself and the community dont want to see Ertug playing in tourneys. So yes, although knowing that Taff is against that, I decided to be honest and tell him that I will let Ertug play in my team. This time we took a huge risk AS A TEAM. Ertug and GLX_Rusher are friends for a very long time and GLX_Rusher told me that he can only play at the first games of the tourney. So we decided that Ertug can use his account, since GLX_Rusher is already a 2k+ player and close friends with Ertug, so Ertug playing for him wont draw attention. Ertug told us he is not cheating anymore and we decided to believe him as me and my teammates never withessed him using hacks.
I totally agree that i made wrong and i regret of my mistakes. Sometimes you just have to live with bad experiences but after this much of insult, I decided that i can no longer stay in this platform and decided to leave this game. I have made so many great friends thanks to AoC, and knew so many people that are dishonorable and not worth to argue with.
I would like to say few words to Viper and Taff at the end of my post.
To Viper:
As an AoC-lover, you are the best player i have ever seen/played with. Although you are in bad with me after all these events, i never feel any anger or hatred towards you. To me you are one of the few professional players. You prove that with each and every comment you've made.
To Taff:
I've met him like 4 years ago, and I'am really pleased to know him. He is the most hard working and professional administrator that I've ever seen in Voobly-Aoczone and other platforms. I always support his desicions and working with him as Voobly moderator was a great pleasure/experiance for me. It would be funny to say 'I leant a lot from him', but i really did. God knows i made so much effort for this game and tried to do my best to help community. Although must of you think that i am cheater or imposter, I am sure that some of you are aware of what i did for AoC.
Stay safe
Emin
My feelings:
I ve never approved what you did in NC2 and I've tried my best to uncover the truth. That was a huge mistake that i wish you and your teammates never made. I think the punishment of being not allowed to join few tourneys is nothing compared to the damage caused to your profile. But I dont support your desicion about leaving the game. I know you love AoC and thats all matters now. You just stay on low profile like Viper and others said. You can still find ways to help community and clear your name.
To community, I think Emin suffered enough, we dont need to attack him any further. We are already a small community and losing players(for any reason) wont help.
I wanted to share my last post about AoC here even though i ve been insulted a lot in this topic. First, i want to say that although most of the comments are negative here, i agree with Viper and few more that criticise me. Most of the negative comments are based on hatred and i tried my best to resist them. I didnt think twice about my desicions and that was the main factor that caused latest incidents. Everything we live gains us experience and I consider this as a bitter-sweet experience.
Second, i cannot express myself well because of my inadequacy in English and that caused misunderstandings and made things worse.
Long story short, i am dissapointed like all of you and i want express my ideas about the latest events. I will state the truths about my mistakes. False expressions wont help me after this point, but this wont stop people to come here and attack me to satisfy themselves.
Masters of Arabia 2v2:
I participated this tourney with Ertug, because i didnt have any friends/teammates on my level. I didnt have many foreign friends(except tw_cloud, who was retired at that time) due to my lack of English. My only option left was to participate with a Turkish teammate. I want to play at high level , that is like an obsession to me which caused my downfall as i will explain later in this post.
Anyway, the main reason why I teamed with Ertug is I never witness him cheating or crashing Voobly. These were like rumours to me. Also i coudnt fully understand the risk i took. I could never guess/imagine that it will cause so much damage to my personality in this forum. Believe it or not, i meant it when i told my regret in my previous posts.
NC II:
In NC II, none of the players are connected with Ertug(including myself) when we first formed our team. Since tourney took place on summer, 4 players(Dnzdalgic_, Sir_Usain_Bolt, Interdimension and GLX_Rusher) out of 7 were rather unavailable or unable to play. As remaining 3 players(me, jugband and Archer_o), we have to decide between two options. First is to resign from tourney since we are only 3 and we cant play or 4v4 games. We practised hard for 3 months and all of us sacrificed some other things for this tourney, so at that point we just coudnt resingn. Second option is to add one more Turkish player and finish the tourney(of course its smurfing and violates the rules). After a long discussion, AS A TEAM, we decided to choose second. It was not just my own desicion, jugband and Archer_o agreed on that too. I want to express another fact here, before we let Ertug join us, I consulted Taff about this and asked for his approval. Of course he rejected it since himself and the community dont want to see Ertug playing in tourneys. So yes, although knowing that Taff is against that, I decided to be honest and tell him that I will let Ertug play in my team. This time we took a huge risk AS A TEAM. Ertug and GLX_Rusher are friends for a very long time and GLX_Rusher told me that he can only play at the first games of the tourney. So we decided that Ertug can use his account, since GLX_Rusher is already a 2k+ player and close friends with Ertug, so Ertug playing for him wont draw attention. Ertug told us he is not cheating anymore and we decided to believe him as me and my teammates never withessed him using hacks.
I totally agree that i made wrong and i regret of my mistakes. Sometimes you just have to live with bad experiences but after this much of insult, I decided that i can no longer stay in this platform and decided to leave this game. I have made so many great friends thanks to AoC, and knew so many people that are dishonorable and not worth to argue with.
I would like to say few words to Viper and Taff at the end of my post.
To Viper:
As an AoC-lover, you are the best player i have ever seen/played with. Although you are in bad with me after all these events, i never feel any anger or hatred towards you. To me you are one of the few professional players. You prove that with each and every comment you've made.
To Taff:
I've met him like 4 years ago, and I'am really pleased to know him. He is the most hard working and professional administrator that I've ever seen in Voobly-Aoczone and other platforms. I always support his desicions and working with him as Voobly moderator was a great pleasure/experiance for me. It would be funny to say 'I leant a lot from him', but i really did. God knows i made so much effort for this game and tried to do my best to help community. Although must of you think that i am cheater or imposter, I am sure that some of you are aware of what i did for AoC.
Stay safe
Emin
My feelings:
I ve never approved what you did in NC2 and I've tried my best to uncover the truth. That was a huge mistake that i wish you and your teammates never made. I think the punishment of being not allowed to join few tourneys is nothing compared to the damage caused to your profile. But I dont support your desicion about leaving the game. I know you love AoC and thats all matters now. You just stay on low profile like Viper and others said. You can still find ways to help community and clear your name.
To community, I think Emin suffered enough, we dont need to attack him any further. We are already a small community and losing players(for any reason) wont help.